I do not know why i feel so stuck and stagnant since the art market… the affordable art fair… i guess those shows have struck so much into me that i could not hold onto myself. I seemed to lost my direction. What struck into me? I guess it is the uncertainties in art im going into. I guess i’m just not confident enough in this route. Where it can bring me into. I just lost confidence in everything? I dun know. Or is it the purpose of drawing?

Maybe i need a long long break. But it has just been 2 years. Is that break necessary? I have to keep re-purposing this journey to produce something each day.

A useful article for reading at this kind of time:

http://briankim.net/articles/things-feel-stagnant-life/